Hè, friend!

I have been enjoying this beautiful Kansas weather the past few days! It is so energizing, and I want to soak it all in! The little birdies singing and flying amongst the reeds, and I saw a huge congregation of waterfowl enjoying the sun, too, being all social. Nature is ever knowing and a great indication of what is coming. I bought my spring seeds for my garden and they should be here soon. In anticipation of our upcoming spring equinox, I have been craving water, not thirst, though. A longing to become unwrinkled has been nudging me to sit and pray by the water. I honored my intuition, and today, my unfurling has begun, communitize in the water.

Tomorrow morning, I will embark on an adventure! I have no idea where this will lead, but I can honestly say, I am terrified! Will it ever be more than just me and people I plead with to come. Will it come to pleading? Ugghhh….If I stay in my head, I won’t do anything, and it will just be that. An idea. Never come to fruition, just like all the other things I tell myself. Thoughts are just thoughts, and action is the verb. I can’t do a thought. I think? I will just hum to myself and keep stepping. 1, 2…

I just made the whole idea of community coming together all about me. I just like to think about things that I would appreciate. Sometimes, I have zero ideas, and I look to the community to let me know what is going on that I would love to learn or be a part of. I guess, in this instance, I am my target market in my offerings. I’m scared I’m not far enough in my healing to help others. What if someone gets hurt? Am I capable? Am I worthy?

My end goal is to bring people together to enjoy nature again. Water is so crucial in my healing. I swear to that, and I am so connected like never before. I have to share this because I am not a gatekeeper. I cannot wait to see where this goes from here. I am here for it though, and I hope you are too!

Namaste!