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/ Self-Diagnosed Yogi / Leave a comment

He, yogi friend 🙂

Happy new year! 2026! Wow! I am turning 45 this year and I am so lucky to be in this age. I truly am so grateful for all of the blessings and heartaches. I gained so much wisdom since my first post in March 2022. I was so scared to do the unknown, at the time. What if I fail? What if I quit? I couldn’t really have anything in my life to compare it to. I had to try. I had to find out for myself. I did it in one day. I created a website (I have zero computer knowledge) and wrote my first post.

Those times were so supported. I felt held and loved. I was exploring yoga so deeply and being cradled and swaddled in savasana. I let myself learn how to live again. I watched nature, I journaled, I processed. I witnessed nature live in all conditions as I was trying to just live in a new space with a new mindset. I learned tarot, Reiki, sound bathing, meditation, grounding practices, moon bathing, and so much more. I became a new person so far from who I once was. I became a whole new season. I carry so much medicine within myself people gravitate to me. I am who I am meant to be, and it feels so good!

I feel it is time to let go of my personal spiritual blog. It is time to manifest into another writing, or maybe just another adventure of life. Since I have reconnected with myself and delved into some dark places, I find myself out of the explorer stage so much. I really had to sit and find out who I am. I learned some great things, and they didn’t always work so well for me all the time. I found listening to myself and being intuitive would guide me back to familiar me. I am not perfect, but I do like to feel good. I crease out the wrinkles only to find dirty footprints on my clean, wrinkled free life. This is where the wisdom grows 🙂 Let those problems come and find yourself navigating like never before. Problems are welcome here but I will never let those problems consume me and keep me captive. I am free and this is living!

I wish you all the blessings on your journey as well!

Namaste!

Life Is Lifing

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(WRITTEN 6/16/2025)

He, Yogi 🙂

I have been learning how to navigate my new life. I am on the cusp of something magnificent. I feel I am at a crossroads and have been for a minute. I need to make my decision and move forward with confidence. Uggghhhh….decisions, being an adult, and hurrying up are not my forte. It’s ok because I am the driver of this ship. I am in control and after taking months to sit and watch the seasons pass, it’s time to get up and get to the goal. I can definitely agree, life is lifing over here.

Making Space

First things first, I needed to get really clear on where I am going. If I am the manifestor of my life, then I need to know where to go and how to get there. I have acquired the quiet space from distractions since my MIL is out of the country and my husband works out of the house. I was able to create my safe garden space and made more space in the house by donating our overage. Being quiet and listening to subtle messages within me is how I get my downloads. It’s quite amazing! My greatest find is to pencil space on my calendar to have time to pranayama, Japa meditation, and meditate every day. It has been a game changer and sharpened my intentions. I want to be the greatest me I can be!

Never Stop Learning

I took a mantra class recently and it changed me 100%! Honestly, I thought it was something totally different, but I am so glad I went! I know I am where I am supposed to be. Life is hard and life is good. I appreciate the balance, and it molded me into a pretty adaptable human. I couldn’t manifest a better perspective. Me, accepting life as it shows up. No fits, no tantrums. I just show up and keep it moving. I am blessed!

Making New Friends – Mid Aged

I am accepting new people into my life and getting to know them. It’s great to talk “yoga” and wisdom learning with strangers. Most of my conversations are medicine and help me to see clearer when I get different perspectives. I mean how deep can you go with a complete stranger? It’s medicine for me. I mean, I do talk to people I am close to, but we are on totally different levels. I like to get WEIRD sometimes and have those higher conversations outside of pleasantries.

Every day is a new chance to embrace my life. I love living more than ever before! I have found purpose in my life beyond serving others. I can serve myself too. I am learning to navigate balance and will never stop learning. My relationships will change and I am willing to change with them. I will end troubled relationships and water the relationships I find value in and learn to know the difference. Balance is my key and every day is different. I am here showing up with fear and excitement. I know my truth and it’s going to be a very, beautiful life indeed 🙂

Thank you for showing up and being you!

Namaste!